Post the Sixth: The Mournful Memories

[mysilenceknot]

Well it appears as though the fires caused no lasting damage.

I suppose that is all for the best. Though the fact that we seem to have no fire department could be cause for concern. In normal circumstances I would most likely sugest forming a volunteer ...department of some type. However I doubt very much that would be successful here.

[There is a deep sigh, after he believes he's put the phone away]

Why did it have to be fire?...

Comments

[brbpouncingyou.livejournal.com]

Better than no intentions, ain't it?

[mysilenceknot.livejournal.com]

True. However they do not always work out the way you want them to.

[brbpouncingyou.livejournal.com]

...Man, you are such a pessimist. You need to stop being so sad and live a little. It's depressing to see people like you, being all negative and boring all the time.

If you want to get something done, do it with joy and gusto. Sheesh.

[mysilenceknot.livejournal.com]

I have reasons for being the way I am.
I may be a terribly boring person, this is one of the reasons I tend keep to myself. To spare other people the misery of my company.

Joy and gusto have never been part of my work. When researching such horrid events it is hard enough to continue to get up in the morning, let alone doing it with a smile and a laugh.

[brbpouncingyou.livejournal.com]

It doesn't matter what the hell you're researching. Find something you like. Picture the end result. Smile, for fuck's sake. It doesn't matter if you've hit a roadblock. It's only temporary. If you let life get you down, you'll never get anything done. Ever.

[mysilenceknot.livejournal.com]

I have many things I like. However none of them take away from the reality of the situation I am in....or was in, I should say.

[brbpouncingyou.livejournal.com]

...Y'know, I'm done. I'll check up on you in a little while to see if you're putting effort into trying to be happy.

If I can be happy after killing all those people, so can you.

[mysilenceknot.livejournal.com]

You may if you wish, though I highly doubt that you will find my dispoisition much changed.

I somehow find it hard to believe that long term happiness. Something has been alluding me all these years. Will suddenly appear in my life after being kidnapped and forced to live in a small town.